Friday, August 14, 2009

life n death........

he met me just 15 days back.... pilot rajesh nair...age 31yrs..... had one dream to complete his training hours succeessfully n graduate into a pilot from a co-pilot....he liked me n proposed a marriage....i had not seen him n neither had he, being across borders... but all that he spoke seemed honest confessions from his heart.... n he was so loving, he didnt care what he wanted in return... told me all about his life....having jst got to know him i wondered how n where this wonderful person has come into my life making all confessions of love even before seeing me.....

one day i spoke to him about my hardships n he said......." m nowhere...u have crashed my ego....i have been fed in a golden spoon n never can imagine any of wat u have gone thru.... n he said he wud toast his captain... flirt with the air hostesess.....he was jst too happeeee having met a person like me he said...he said i will jst take u out of ur home into my life....to keep u happeeee all life..." all life......n true for all that he lived he gave me all happiness he cud..... yes he met with a car accident..... n is no more.....

can anyone believe that!........the kind of sweet person he was death cud only be a remote association....he cud only fly n love n make all around him happeeee.........he spoke to me even on death bed.... n asked me y did i care for him.....as sweet as he was i cud only say...i cant bear to hear ur pain...n i pray that god shud give it to me not to u..........

he loved his parents n frend neha...n said i was the next commitment in his list........being the only son he gave all his love to them....

in jst 15days life is different....n death cud be the only answer?? why?? true ,god takes away the sweetest smelling flowers from his garden n keeps them fresh in his abode in heaven....

people come into our lives...they have some role to play... i believe there was a role for me too..... i was to keep him happeee in the last few days of his life...he died with love in his heart.... love for his parents, his frends, his profession........n me.........

rajesh is now a different name... a special one.... n all promises he made he has fulfilled them by loving all so truely n dearly.........god is cruel i said first then realised....he gave me the scent of the sweetest flower from his garden for 15days n appointed me to keep him happpeee in his last few moments.... the last conversation with rajesh will stay forever fresh in my heart n his too.......... werever he is...i know he can only be happeeee n peaceful...............

we know life ends in death but we dont know wen... rajesh has taught me to live everyday as the last...to love everyone wen u live...each day...cos life may be short but still never too short to love...........n death can beat life but not the love he left back for all......

6 comments:

  1. May Rajesh rest in peace. May God give you the strenght to cope with this. Smile for him Vru,I'm sure he'll want you to smile again.

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  2. Didi,

    Am neha varun. Didi thanks for the post. I am sorry from bottom of my heart, i never ment to hurt you. I randomly selected 3profile and gave to rajesh. You were the first one to pick up didi. Upon my baby i never ment to hurt anyone.

    Didi Bhaiya loved you till end.He was worried on your tears. If he was with us, didi he would have wipped your tears.

    He promised us not to keep in touch to you, he wanted you to forget him and get as your were the first time he spoke. I too will not but he will forgivr me for this. I couldnt stop writting here.

    Didi Bhaiya want you to be happy always. Love you didi. Last time I will call you "Bhabi" thank for your care and every thing.

    Love you didi. god bless you

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  3. Hey Doc! really sorry for this. There are things in life that happen, without you knowing or understanding the reason for it. Well god wanted the two of you to meet like you said probably to keep him happy in the last few days of his life.

    You take care.. I know you are a strong girl.

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  4. Hey Vru...I am with you babe...Its tru people do come into your life for a reason.. Let that reason not go to waste...I know you are a strong girl...

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  5. Life becomes more beautiful when we meet beautiful people. Why does God create just a bunch of them!

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